when one person can just make you happy... i have found one of the most amazing people in this world. i can talk to him about anything and i trust him so much. i think about him all the time. just makes my mind spin. but at the same time im scared. this feeling probably wont last forever and when it has gone what is going to happen? are relationships really a good idea? am i ready for one? are we ready for one? i dont know what to do and i dont really have anyone to talk to about this now my best friend is at university.... nothing is the same anymore. nothing like how it used to be. i knew it was going to happen but its different when it is actually happening to you. would be awesome if i could have someone to talk to who doesnt know me and i could just talk to about all my problems and they could give me answers and advice... anyone up for the job?
had a call back today to get into a production of we will rock you... just waiting now to see what part i get! im hating the wait even though i have only been really waiting for like an hour :( fingers crossed!
Well this set is dedicated to my best friend. Even university cant keep us apart... we are soul mates, I'll be there for him forever. what can i say, best person ever to come into my life and i'm telling you now he is staying! you're the missing piece to my jigsaw <3 i just want to say I Love You B***h! ;) told you i was busy making a set for you.... now i shall go and get myself a Tumblr account ;P <3 xxx
so im going through a bit of a phase today of listening to serj tankian :) i went to meet up with guy and he wasnt there and he doesnt have a phone at the moment so i cant even call him to ask where he is... i mean i get to see him later in one of my lessons but i was supposed to be with him now and he wasnt there... stupid guys with no phones! >.< any ways rant over.... I should be doing chemistry revision becuase other wise i am going to fail but hey hum... polyvore is so distracting :P
So I sorted out my room yesterday, just got rid of a lot of stuff and re-arranged everything... came to the conclusion i need to start again! i need to pass these exams this year and i need to go to university and i need to only spend my time with people who deserve my time, everyone else can get lost! i just wish that "you" will realize how much i have change and reconsider me into your life, but i know it will never happen again, i messed up to first time, thats enough to get rid of me for life. So i have decided i am going to post my feelings on here, makes me feel a bit of relief somehow :) just waiting for friends to come over now to play monopoly... FUN :D i wish it was me you chose.... (scouting for girls lyrics i can relate to) <3